{"id":53,"date":"2009-07-28T14:19:00","date_gmt":"2009-07-28T14:19:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/2009\/07\/28\/girlies-on-my-mind\/"},"modified":"2009-07-28T14:19:00","modified_gmt":"2009-07-28T14:19:00","slug":"girlies-on-my-mind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/?p=53","title":{"rendered":"Girlies on my mind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>I went Saturday morning to get some groceries at Meijer and while in the baby section I saw the most adorable little swimsuits for girlies.  They were little bikinis and I just pictured you two looking so cute in those little swimsuits.  This made me smile&#8230;&#8230; \ud83d\ude42<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><\/em><br \/><em>Yesterday your mommy, Sonya, Erin, and I did a workout at Sonya&#8217;s pool.  There was a moment after we were done working out and I was alone for a second putting our picnic together that you were on my mind again.  I just thought about how I would love you see you girlies playing at the pool in your little swimsuits.  How I wish that your mommy could get to do all the normal summer things that mommys and girlies do.  How I wish your mommy could do everyday mommy things like putting sunscreen on you so you wouldn&#8217;t get burnt playing at the pool.  Staring at the pool I was picturing your mommy and I taking our little ones to the pool for a fun day.  I was picturing you two splashing around in the pool with your boyfriend.  I could almost hear your little giggles because of the fun you were having.  I was wishing that you two, your mommy, Nate, and I could have our own little picnic after we were done playing.  I was thinking about the fun little picnic treats I would make for us.  I was thinking that Auntie Sonya would be there with us because your mommy might need help with two 11 month old girlies in the pool.  I was having such a wonderful daydream and I was happy.  But then I felt a sadness well up inside me and I had to pull myself together because Erin was coming over to sit with me.  I felt like I was going to burst into tears so I had to shut off my daydream of us.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><\/em><br \/><em>When your mommy and I were both pregnant I had already started these daydreams of all the fun you two and Nate would have.  When I am in those moments that I had visioned it hurts because I know they&#8217;ll never get to happen they way I dreamed they would.  It&#8217;s little moments like yesterday that make me miss you two so very much.  I just wish we could create these memories I dreamed about.  <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Since I wrote about yesterday I am reliving my daydream and I am sad.  I love you girlies and miss you everyday!<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I went Saturday morning to get some groceries at Meijer and while in the baby &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}