{"id":47,"date":"2009-08-22T13:48:00","date_gmt":"2009-08-22T13:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/2009\/08\/22\/with-me\/"},"modified":"2009-08-22T13:48:00","modified_gmt":"2009-08-22T13:48:00","slug":"with-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/?p=47","title":{"rendered":"With me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Sweet Girlies,<br \/>Today I would normally just write to you, Carynne, because six months ago today you left us.  I had been thinking about this post for a few days.  How hard it would be to have to acknowledge that you have now been gone longer than you were here.  But something changed and today I don&#8217;t want to focus on my grief or sadness, I just want to use all of my energy for something else. <\/p>\n<p>I know you girls are with me every day.  I can feel you in the heat of the sun; I can see you in your daddy&#8217;s eyes; I can smell you when I go into your room.  But today, I need to you to help somebody else.  I need you to help me help them.  I need you to help me know what to say and what to do and how to be strong for them.<\/p>\n<p>I know a lot of times I&#8217;ve written about how alone I feel.  What a horrible, exclusive club it is.  The problem is, I never want this group of people to get any larger.  I never want another parent to join us.  Julie and I have talked a lot about how much we wish we didn&#8217;t share this in common, but I am so very thankful for her and her words at the most necessary times.  Now, girlies, we need to go help another MoM.  We need to take care of <a href=\"http:\/\/threecheersforbabies.blogspot.com\/\">Joe and Brooke<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>I love you.<\/p>\n<p>Love,<br \/>Mommy<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Sweet Girlies,Today I would normally just write to you, Carynne, because six months ago &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}