{"id":41,"date":"2009-09-09T19:18:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-09T19:18:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/2009\/09\/09\/just-a-note\/"},"modified":"2009-09-09T19:18:00","modified_gmt":"2009-09-09T19:18:00","slug":"just-a-note","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/?p=41","title":{"rendered":"Just a note"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dear Girlies,<\/p>\n

I just wanted you to know how much I am missing you. Today would have been the perfect day with you. The weather has been so beautiful and the sun has been extra shiney. I just miss you so much and I am so mad that you aren’t here to enjoy it with me. I just want you here. I want you in my arms. I want you back. I know it sounds selfish, but that is all I want. I want you with me, where you belong. I am sick of people telling me you’re in a better place and other shit like that because there is no better place than in your mother’s arms.<\/div>\n
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I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t be so selfish. Most of the time I try to be really grateful for the time we had together, but I do have these days where I am just so angry that you’re not with me anymore. I think of how much better our lives would be if you were still here. How full of love this house would be. How different things should be. I wish I could just hold you again. I love you.<\/div>\n
Love,<\/div>\n
Mommy<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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