{"id":36,"date":"2009-10-05T18:35:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-05T18:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/2009\/10\/05\/bad-blogger\/"},"modified":"2009-10-05T18:35:00","modified_gmt":"2009-10-05T18:35:00","slug":"bad-blogger","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/?p=36","title":{"rendered":"Bad Blogger"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sorry I have been slacking on writing anything lately…our lives have been turned upside down and I just feel like I haven’t been able to get my head on straight. The last few weeks have been very foggy for me. I have a million things on my to-do list and I just can’t find the motivation to do any of them. It is so hard to get motivated when you don’t know what your purpose is in life. I used to find purpose and fulfillment by being a supportive wife, an active employee, a contributing member to society and a loving mother. All but one of those has been taken from me and I just don’t know how to get back on track. I thought maybe I need to find my purpose somewhere else, but I don’t know where to start. I need some direction.<\/p>\n

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On another note, I had an awesome dream about Sydney last night. I dreamed that we were down in Bloomington walking around campus. She was older…maybe the age she would be now…13 months. She was just learning how to give kisses. I was carrying her on my right hip through the student union and she just kept giving me kisses. It was a very sweet dream…very vivid, and I loved every moment of it.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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