Dear Girlies,
I hope you are safe and holding hands today. I miss you so much. I love you both so much and today I feel robbed because our time together was too short. I have to be completely honest with you…I think your death has made me a little jaded. Daddy and I were sitting in a restaurant the other day and I was watching a young mom flop around her infant daughter. I was so mad at her for being so brash. Doesn’t she know how lucky she is? Doesn’t she know that each day is so incredibly precious?<\/p>\n
I watch TV late into the night and it is all crap. Do you remember watching late night TV while I was feeding you? I wish I could get just a few hours of that time back, no matter how sleep-deprived I was. During these programs I just want to scream at the people for being so trivial. I feel like life is so much bigger than how people are living. Reality TV is crap. Get kicked off Survivor? Who cares? Do something stupid in front of the cameras on Real World? Get over yourself. Didn’t win some bachelor’s heart? Move on.<\/p>\n
I’m sorry this letter is so negative. I am thankful that you have taught me to see how precious every moment of life is. I am thankful that you gave me and Daddy all of your smiles because when I think of them I am brought back to a happy place. I am thankful that you let me be your mom. Today I will be mad and jealous but tomorrow will be better. I love you both and I always will.
Love,
Mommy<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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