{"id":111,"date":"2009-04-01T16:14:00","date_gmt":"2009-04-01T16:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/2009\/04\/01\/dreams\/"},"modified":"2009-04-01T16:14:00","modified_gmt":"2009-04-01T16:14:00","slug":"dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/?p=111","title":{"rendered":"Dreams"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Sweet Girlies,<br \/>I have been having some pretty vivid dreams of you the past few days; some good, some not so good.  The strange thing is, somebody else is taking care of you while I am watching.  It reminds me of how I felt having our in-home nurses here.  When they were here there was a part of me that felt like I wasn&#8217;t doing my job as a mom because I should have been able to take care of you on my own.  I know that your needs were beyond what your daddy and I could do on our own, but there are some days when I wish it had just been the four of us at home enjoying our last moments together.<\/p>\n<p>Last night I was laying in bed thinking about you and what you did for us.  Wilco was playing in the background and I thought about how you made me want to be a better person.  You were and will continue to be a light inside of me.  Thank you for making me better.  Thank you for putting everything into perspective for me.  Thank you for letting me be your mommy.<br \/>Love,<br \/>Mommy<span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Sweet Girlies,I have been having some pretty vivid dreams of you the past few &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-111","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=111"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=111"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=111"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sweetgirlies.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=111"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}