Four Months Continued

Sydney,

You left us four months ago today. Yesterday was not so bad, today is much worse. Today I miss talking to you, holding you, seeing your sweet smile. Today I want so badly to walk into your room and see you lying in bed, smiling up at me. I want to scoop you up and never put you down. I want to look into those deep blue eyes and soak you in. For now, though, I will have to settle with looking at pictures.

This picture of you cracks me up. It is typical Sydney, being a firecracker. I told daddy that I was getting ready to write to you and he asked me to tell you ‘Hi’. I miss you so much today. I love you so much.
Love,
Mommy

Comments

  1. Sonya says:

    you are so beautiful too sydney!! I love and miss you so much!!!

  2. JP says:

    I see that dimple Syd. Love you girlie. Miss you. Tell your sis hello from dad.

  3. Julie says:

    Such a pretty little girl! Missing Sydney with you, Brook. I'm glad we got to go to lunch today. I really enjoyed connecting!

    Hugs!

  4. ravenmama says:

    While I never met you or your beautiful girlies, you have really touched my life. The other day I heard a song on the radio on my way to work and I burst into tears for you and your family. On the same note, I feel that I am a better mother and wife for knowing your story. I treasure my boys everyday. Their short, precious life certainly changes a lot of others.

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