Dear Sweet Girlies,
Today you would have turned 11 months old. I put off writing this post for quite a while today. I just didn’t want to go to that painful place in my head. I did a pretty good job of avoiding it all day and then, in the middle of my workout, it hit me. I was wiping my eye and an eyelash fell into my hand, which made me think of you both. You girls were very different, but were so alike in so many ways. You both had amazingly long, beautiful eyelashes. I remember when you were first born, that was one of the things that all of your visitors commented on. I think we actually have Great Grandma Muriel on video talking about your long lashes. You would have made super models jealous!
Sydney, here you are with Great Grandma Muriel at the hospital on the day you were born.
I’m sorry, I wish I could write more. It’s too hard today. I love you so much!
Love,
Mommy
Brook,
I am reading this late, but I want you to know I think of you daily. I wish with all of my heart I could take away your pain even for a minute. Just a minute….Your writing are so powerful. Your pain and emotion is so evident. All I can say is I'm so so so sorry…