Dear Girlies,
I just wanted you to know how much I am missing you. Today would have been the perfect day with you. The weather has been so beautiful and the sun has been extra shiney. I just miss you so much and I am so mad that you aren’t here to enjoy it with me. I just want you here. I want you in my arms. I want you back. I know it sounds selfish, but that is all I want. I want you with me, where you belong. I am sick of people telling me you’re in a better place and other shit like that because there is no better place than in your mother’s arms.
I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t be so selfish. Most of the time I try to be really grateful for the time we had together, but I do have these days where I am just so angry that you’re not with me anymore. I think of how much better our lives would be if you were still here. How full of love this house would be. How different things should be. I wish I could just hold you again. I love you.
Love,
Mommy
HI I just wanted to stop by. I am so sorry about your girls!
Sending you lots of prayers right now. My heart hurts for you.
Thinking of you Brook…and wishing the girlies were here. (Hugs)
I am angry too! You are not selfish, you are a mom. A mom that should be holding her babies! You can't help but be angry at something that doesn't make sense. I wish nothing more than to see those beautiful girlies in your arms again, Jake too.
I'm sure my angier is not helping and not what you need but my heart constantly breaks for you. I love you!
Thinking of you. ((hugs)) Wish you were holding those girlies too.
Thinking of you on this day and always……. (lots of love and hugs)