Do you ever click on a Web site and get the ‘Redirection’ error message if a link is broken? I got that once today and thought of how similar it is to my life right now. I feel like all of my links are broken and I have no idea where to go. I don’t even know what to do to fix it. I told Jake last night that I feel like I’m at this point in my life where I have to make all of these huge decisions and I’m just tired and I don’t want to anymore. I don’t want that kind of responsibility hanging over my head anymore. We made decisions for the girls that I still question every day so why would I want to take on even more? I know that this is all brought on by my return-from-vacation-unemployed-empty-housed funk, but I wish it would just pass and I could find some more direction in my life.
I’m trying the best I can to live a good, honorable life for my girlies, but it is hard especially when obstacles are being thrown at me from every direction. I will just keep trying.
Just keep trying, Brook – that's all you can do. The answers and direcction will come. It's hard to sit back and wait…but I promise, it will come. Your life has been one big roller coaster for months…and as hard as it is, maybe some time not making any decisions is okay. Know I'm thinking of you and here if you need anything. Always. Miss you!
Brook – I wish I could fix it and give you all the answers and directions. I pray that it will come easier to you with each passing day. Always thinking about you…
I would go out into the snow ahead of you in huge boots in every direction, then come back so it would make which ever path you choose a little easier. Love you forever!!
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I would have to say you are doing a heck of a job Brook. Just the fact that you get out of bed, dress and feed yourself is an accomplishment for now. Day by day..that's all you can do. You seem to be an incredibly strong woman. I wish that I had the pleasure of knowing you in real life. You are such an inspiration.