Sydney,
You left us five months ago today. Last night I dreamed about you and your sister and it was so nice. It was like you were right there with me. I think that one of the hardest parts of grief is just missing somebody’s presence. If somebody moves away, you always know that the opportunity is there for you to be in their presence again. I don’t have that ability with the two of you anymore and it’s hard to comprehend that it has been taken from me.
The face you’re making in this picture is your silly ornery face. I turned around for maybe a minute to do something else, then I looked back and you had managed to get this toy around your arm. We decided that you were a bit of a diva and you just enjoyed carrying your ‘frog purse’. You look so proud of yourself here. It makes me miss those adorable faces so much. I miss how your cheeks squish up into little chipmunk cheeks when you smile. I miss you both so much and I wish, more than anything in this world, that I could see you again.
Love,
Mommy
Sydney, Aunti Sonya loves and misses you so much!!! I miss watching you lift weights…I miss your super big smiles…I miss our snuggles on the couch. Just like your sister, your in my every thought. Saying I miss you doesn't begin to cover my feelings for you…but, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
Sweet little Sydney! I miss you, I was playing the stinky feet game the other day with your boyfriend and couldn't help but think of you. The stinky feet game always made you giggle which is why we played it all the time, that little laugh sound you made was so adorable…..I miss hearing it.
I love you!
oh my gosh i just read wht u wrote and it made me cry i cant even imagine how you much feel i have children and i cant even think life with out them…
PS:she's beautiful
Love
Noemi